In the spirit of the upcoming holiday which celebrates romance, this post is, indeed, about love. However, if you are in a serious relationship, this post is not for you. If you are engaged or married, this post is also, not for you.
If you have a chip on your shoulder towards love the size of an overstuffed Valentine’s Day teddy bear, or if your friends would call you a cynic, this post is for you. If you are likely to give Valentine’s Day the begrudging nickname “Single Awareness Day” or to refer to yourself as a “cat lady,” this blog is also for you, my friend.
Let me preface this post by saying that a person does not have to be single to believe that Valentine’s Day is as sentimental as “A Holiday Driven by Consumerism and Self-Benefitting Card and Candy Manufacturers.” However, I have recognized that whether as a result of longing for love, lost love, unrequited love, or a love that never had a chance, among the young singles roaming the globe, there is a widespread bitterness towards “singleness.” Despite any pain we carry from earlier chapters in our stories because of love, we long for it. We crave it. We prioritize it over many other passions in our lives. When we find it, we risk losing ourselves in the midst of it.
Let’s take a step back. Why is bitterness such a temptation when it comes to singleness? It is no secret that we all run the risk of viewing singleness as a profound statement of our worth. Many of us harbor bitter feelings about Valentine’s Day because we believe the snapshot of time and space that is February 14th is a thermometer of our desirability. When women submit to this belief, they become consumed with the need for someone, anyone, everyone to affirm our phsycial and inmost beauty. I am in no way proposing that the desire to be deemed lovely is sinful, or should be suppressed. In fact, I believe the desire to be thought beautiful always has and always will be a part of the woman’s heart…
“We desire to possess a beauty that is worth pursuing,
worth fighting for, a beauty that is core to who we truly are.
We want a beauty that can be seen; beauty that can be felt;
beauty that affects others; a beauty all our own to unveil.”
(“Captivating” by John and Stasi Eldredge)
Now, I want you to read that quote again in the context of your relationship with God. Did you see it? The captivating thing about God’s love for us is that we are already fought for, pursued, and seen. Somewhere along the way, we have been lead to believe that Jesus’ pursuit is less than satisfactory. Now in the effort of not being misunderstood, I don’t want you to think I don’t believe earthly, romantic love to be satisfactory. Some of the most gratifying, affirming, and enriching moments I’ve been a part of took place in the setting of romantic love. Regardless, the perception of “singleness” as synonymous with “loneliness” is to do it a great injustice. Not only men, but all people are drawn to women who are alive in their inner most being, not because of what a man has told her she is, but because of who God has proclaimed she is through what He has done for her. Jesus, the Prince of all Princes, has declared that YOU should be pursued. In fact He pursues you daily and calls you to return the gesture.
It was when I began reading “Captivating” by John and Stasi Eldredge that I began to recognize that the relational nature of women reflects the deeply romantic, adventurous, and vulnerable nature of God. Through this book I was reminded that God both longs for us and longs to be loved by us. As we reflect on God’s deep love for us this Valentine’s Day, I hope you will remember that His love is not only the only unconditional one we will ever experience, but that His relational nature is His most important characteristic.
If you are still reading this, way to go, you are already on your way to a Valentine’s Day free of eye rolls! If you think you might still be at risk, I want you to think realistically about your situation through one simple question:
Do you really want to be in a relationship right now?
Two possible reactions exist:
1. “You know what? I actually don’t want to be in a relationship right now. What am I fussing about?” If your reaction most identifies with this one, then I challenge you to use your singleness as an opportunity to bring glory to God wherever He may lead you, while your accountability is only to the Lord.
2. “I really do, I’m ready to commit to another person.” If, instead, your deepest desire is for relationship, I challenge you to surrender to God’s timing (and not to listen to any Civil Wars this Valentine’s Day). I want to caution you to resist bitterness, and to encourage you to preserve and nurture the vulnerable, courageous, good heart that resides inside, like the hearts of Mary and Ruth characterized in scripture.
Happy Valentine’s Day, everyone, because love is not overrated.